I've been going through changes and gaining my self confidence back. It's so weird seeing how differently I feel about everything. I'm starting to get my head leveled and really am focusing on myself. I won't deny the fact that I still have thoughts of J and I, I can't even deny the fact that I still have feelings for the damn guy. But I've come to terms that I will never get to be with him ever again. Even though I've been focusing on me, I've also been having keeping my eye out for potential guys, but I find it hard to trust any of them and I seem to find something "wrong" with them.
On another note, my best friend, S, has been gone for a few weeks and I've been missing her like crazy. I'm trying to keep myself busy with hanging out with my school friends, hanging out at home, and finishing up my community service hours. I had a job interview the other day hoping this one falls through and I'll be a working woman again. Next thing I'm going to start working on is going to the gym more often.
My life is finally starting to get back on track. And I just want to thank everyone, my support group is AMAZING cause god knows that without all of you I wouldn't be here telling my story.
On another note, my best friend, S, has been gone for a few weeks and I've been missing her like crazy. I'm trying to keep myself busy with hanging out with my school friends, hanging out at home, and finishing up my community service hours. I had a job interview the other day hoping this one falls through and I'll be a working woman again. Next thing I'm going to start working on is going to the gym more often.
My life is finally starting to get back on track. And I just want to thank everyone, my support group is AMAZING cause god knows that without all of you I wouldn't be here telling my story.
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