I'm still very confused on what to do with my life and my love life. These past couple of days has been hard. With all the confusion in my mind I've been on my toes and highly emotional. And just to add to my stress things between one of my best friends and me has been different and difficult. It's really hard to keep a calm head when I feel like I'm getting fucked over. I don't know if it was all the Jersey Shore that I've been watching but I really wanted to smack her this morning when I literally felt like she was disrespecting me and talking down to me. I love her to death and we will probably work everything out but it has been really hurting since I've been going through HELL since December.
I still miss my boyfriend (ex-boyfriend?) and its been really hard not to think about him lately. I've been in the longest dry spell in my life but I honestly think that he is worth it. Everyone is saying to move on and that I deserve better and all that stuff you tell to people who are hung up. But really no one knows our relationship the way we do and I really don't care what others say about our relationship. Its just me and him. But there are times that I feel like I need to move on, but right now I just need to do me. I need to just focus on my family, school, and my friends, well at least my true friends.
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